Shine for my Saviour...

Hallu...

2011-04-08T00:37:00.000-07:00

Hello blogger.

Its been a while. :)

I'll update you if i have the time :)

anyhows.

Account under construction. :))

more of You.. :)

2009-09-21T22:31:00.000-07:00

In this dry and weary land
my eyes grow dim I can not stand without you
My heart aches my body longs
I cry to you restore my song again, again

How can I find you Lord
Your all that I adore
my soul is thirty for waters life rivers of joy
I’ve tasted and I’ve seen
there is no one else come now and hear my plea
for more of you I need more of You

Have we reached the end of me
I turn away from everything but you God
Who on earth can satisfy
its You I need my very breathe of life,
You are life

How can I find you Lord
Your all that I adore
my soul is thirty for waters life rivers of joy
I’ve tasted and I’ve seen
there is no one else come now and hear my plea
for more of you I need more of You

More of your power and more of your spirit
more of your love in my life
More of your passion and more of your vision
teach me to see through your eyes

More of You Jesus
and less of me..

The Bride and Bridegroom.

2009-09-04T14:18:00.000-07:00

There was once a man who pledged his dearest
faith to a maiden, beautiful and true. For a time all passed pleasantly, and the
maiden lived in happiness. But then the man was called from her side, he left
her; long she waited, but he did not return.
Friends pitied her and rivals mocked her; tauntingly they pointed at her, and
said, "He has left thee; he will never come back." The maiden sought her
chamber, and read in secret the letters which her lever had written to her, the
letters in which he promised to be ever faithful, ever true. Weeping she read
them, but they brought comfort to her heart; she dried her eyes and doubted
not.
A joyous day dawned for her; the man she loved returned, and when he
learned that others had doubted and asked her how she had preserved her faith,
she showed his letters to him, declaring her eternal trust.
Israel, in misery and captivity, was mocked by the nations; her hopes of redemption were made a
laughing-stock; her sages scoffed at; her holy men derided. Into her synagogues,
into her schools went Israel; she read the letters which her God had written,
and believed in the holy promises which they contained.
God will in time redeem her; and when He says:
"How could you alone be faithful of all the mocking nations?"
She will point to the law and answer:
"Had not Thy law been my delight, I should long since have perished in my affliction" (Psalm 119).

i just love this chapter in the Talmud...

4 hour sleep...

2009-08-26T22:30:00.000-07:00

hahaha... im having an access here in E-PER :)

Im currently in the D.I.E.T Program... and at the same time in real strict diet plan.

HAHAA...

A new body clock has to be set.. I'm not happy with my eyebags though... I'm back with this industry and Idk if im just desperate or what. HAHAA...

I wish I could right for more but i really am too lazy to think of past events and post. :))

Im quite confuse with the opportunities that has been passing lately. My mind is fickle, anyways, what's new?

woaaa.. i already asked for His wisdom. I know He's gonna light my pathways. Im just gonna wait...

ooooppsssssssssss..............

its time already...

cyah.... ;)

IM FREEEEE!!!!

2009-05-11T22:03:00.000-07:00

IM SO HAPPY..

This is the time that I had just stop training. I have given up that dream position but i dont have any regrets. Im finally free to the stuffs that clouds on my mind lately. I never knew that I could be happier.

I'm so excited. I don't know why.

Anyways. Im gonna ba a partime BUM and a fulltime SERVANT again. :)

I can sleep sweet and sound later.

I can sing, shout, celebrate and see He will never forsake me, all of my days.

SUCH A SWEET SACRIFICE.

It's just YOU or nothing at all.

im freeeeeeeeeeee

2009-04-02T21:05:00.000-07:00

haha.... Actually my obligations ended last April 1. Im back to my good lifestyle again... I missed everything. :)

Everyday was busy days. Im finally cleared and finished on those stressors i can sleep all day long, read and study songs again. Woohooo.. These excites me again. I can hang all day long with Him.... I soooo miss Him....

anyways, im now clearin some home stuffs. rooms and stuffs has been in a good mess for a long time. After de-stressing i have done nice line-up of stuffs to do this summer and things for the ministry...

i have to be organized, there's gazillion of stuffs to do now that im near leaving the university. Good thing that i had schedules on some job interviews earlier... It would'nt be a stress too to find and wait for long calls....

:)

anyheerrr,, i gottago! :) update sooner :) wishin a not so stressful days :)

i miss everything. everybody. :)

the great thing abouty waiting...

2009-03-02T22:08:00.000-08:00

Good evening reader this is Sunshine, how can i assist you?

hehehe....

ive been busy with my skew requirements lately... i mean ojts.. and if u know that logo i guess you know where i am having my training now. Chieyerp

Ascott Makati.

The previous.... Okay. (By keywords. From receptionist. open to closing shifts. kitchen. catering galore. no sleep. no destress. no time for books. missing pagtambay w/ bandmates. and the last embarassing remoulade salad.)

and that ends my restaurant training.

my hotel training was something that make me more joyful and grateful to the Lord. I remember how long i have waited and prayed for opportunities to come but God truly gives the desire of your heart especially when you deserve it..

I remember how i passed through edsa staring at hotels ads and praying that some would give me a chance to be trained by them.. but months and months and months it felt like there's no glimpse of hope so i have to follow other God's leading. I started seeking other opportunities yet God always place me in places where i can grow.

so as i waited, i know how to learn my lessons, to be flex in all i do. But sometimes you can feel that you deserve more of your effort..

i think thats the right time for God's answer. WOOOAH... im dancing in happiness knowing that even i had the long wait He still gave me what I really want (as in... wanntt!!!).

and whats so nice about God is that He turn the world upside down. He can make twists that can be seen as quite not that good but in the end He'll turn it around and everything is just worth it.

I would always wait in my GOD.

Anyways.. im happy in a new dimension, new people. There is more to learn each day. More challenges to overcome. I wish i can tell you everything... HAHAH. :) no time... :(

Life can be so overwhelming but Ive got my Ultimate SUNSHINE that can brighten up my life and He will never ever fade and He will be the Only one who can make my everydays.

advance happy anniv debbie :P

2009-02-03T21:40:00.000-08:00

10 days to go... im having my 5th anniv. lol. its just exciting knowing that i can wait for long for someone who's worth the wait. (wohoo. and ofcourse i know that he's doing the same...)

anyhows. last fri..., i have advanced my "lil anniversarry" present (for myself) which consist of the TLW Conference tix and a new book.... whooaa........ i cannot read for long hours because im busy having OTs on my ojt. lol.......... i wish i would be able to finish it as early as possible....

one thing i know for sure, work peeps are pressuring me to have someone... and im quite shocked on their "shocked reaction" on my singlehood. Seems like everyday their the one hasty and excited for myself on having someone.........

NO PRESSURES! i have lots of self-control.....
im contented and happily waiting.......... :) honestly......

i wont be bitter on the V-Day... im dating my Lord and my band(haha! practice!)
bata pa ako. bata pa.. and IKDG na for other people. wohoo...

anyways... again.. im just excited (just as much my excitement on waiting) for the TLW UNASHAMED Conference...

check wagmuna.com and im looking forward on that day talaaagaa.... i want to hear inspiring messages that would enable this generation to start living right and pure for God. :)

im celebrating purity....

let me one of those who choose to be 100% PURE for my groom and my GROOM...

21 and invincible

2009-01-21T23:09:00.000-08:00

hahaha... turnin 21 in hours. my legs are killing me............................. for reals.....

anyways. dont have any plans for my bday, only the whole 11 hours duty.

ofcourse the day is still special yet i dont really (as in) have anything in my mind to do except the duty and devotions..

im quite touched that there are certain people who suprised me (much) about my day's stuff...

first he told me that he did'nt have anything for me, only prayers ( and im so happy to know that he is always praying for me) and ofcourse i dont expect anything because we really aren't that close... yet in the early morn he fessed up that he have bought a simple one for me...

i was like....... whhaaaaatttttt??? bakit naman............

sobrang gulat talaga... hehehe

ofcourse there's no issue there....

many people are offering to treat me... HAHAHA.. no chance. "Bata pa ko". the lines i can only say....

bataaaaa pa kooo... isip bata......

i just wanna learn more... im still thinkin lots of things for future...

but thankfully i would'nt need to be anxious bout it thats because i know the Lord has already have something more than great in stored for me...

and im so excited................................

tommorrow's gonna be a sunny day..
and i know it's gonna be

a

lovely

day..

i love you Deborah Joy, my soul.... :)

more to the Lover of my soul.....

finding me??

2008-12-13T20:30:00.000-08:00

just got home from Church... and to tell all of you honestly, ive been missing singing terribly hehehe

no songs to hear.
only sermons and
more word of HIM..

i think im starting to feel good again... im finding strength to face and not flinch on these problems(not really)..

got few reliable companion
and a faithful Lord..

owkie.... i dont wanna feel that state again, that's miserable enough...
its like everyday im feeling so more than lonely...

i thought i want to find myself..
but now

i

just

realized

that

i cant surely

do it....

so now...

i

will

just

LOSE MY SELF

in My Lord....

whoaa... i cant wait to hear that song again... ;)

anyways. im just happy, more than happy.... again.... to know that after these He remained so faithful.. :)

thus HE truly deserves all of me...

wait waiiit...

2008-12-09T19:00:00.002-08:00

MInsan nababagot na din ako mag antay… whoaaa… napanis yun motto ko na “I love
waiting…” heheheeh..

Gone to Makati… passed resumes(oh yeah.. you know the motto TRY nad TRY until…) that I think would lead to the shredders or to the scratches.. Still I have to wait for calls…. How long?????????????

Sometimes im losing hope and patience…… I dk why… seems im turning like one of the many “hasty” people, which I hated before… hehehe…

Last night, I had a conversation w/ a sis in Christ bout some love stuffs.. OKAYYY! She’s the one having problem on this not so important relationship w/ her bf… (not that impt? LOL). Well the only thing I have said was “WAIT for God’s perfect timing”.

Maybe I can also shout that advice for myself… Anyhows even though I can wait for my “Mine” I think it would also apply in my ojt frustrations.

“WAIT PATIENTLY… DEBORAH JOY LUIS BRUTAS!”. Haha. I remember Joey txted me w/ my whole name just saying that I shouldn’t call her @ home because she’s away w/ someone. Lol.

I wish my resume will be seen immediately.. All I wanted is to start and end right away so I can do more stuffs and not waste time… (Oh I thought about J.Piper) hehehe..

GOD direct me into Your perfect plans.. Your will be done.. Let every breath, every step declares Your glory….

refreshed....

2008-12-07T17:05:00.000-08:00

its been a long long longgggg time. LOL..

i have decided to fix this page... i d k, maybe it's just December (prolly the nicest season to write anything based on my mood..)

anyhows, i had a long day crying over some stuffs bout the service... maybe its my bad too that i had spoken words that should be kept privately.. im gonna do a serious soul-searching..

i made up my mind on a 2-week singing break, not because im tired but because i just wanna seek God and find Him... I need Him terribly.. maybe after I had learned my lesson, I can sing more powerful only for Him...

Sometimes im tired of these repetitive non growing stuffs because i cant sense Him moving, and I dont want to move w/o Him... I need HIM.. even all these music fails all i need is HIM...

im broken, You will make me whole again....

radical changes.

2008-06-30T13:00:00.000-07:00

Haloo..

This page was forgotten.

Lets summ the reason why i think i should rest blogging:

Im focus in my service, blah, im weird i cant organize thoughts and siguro when im happy, im just so overwhelmed and too lazy to put in writting.

I LOVE MY LIFE.

Kahit ako nagugulat sa sarili ko,.

I have to gave up everything for my walk of faith. The Spirit is having It's fruit in me that I can control myself in senseless stuffs.

I had given up everything just to follow the Lord.

If it means that i have to be the least- I WOULD LOVE TO, just to please My Lord.

I throw everything that hinders, i emptied myself so He can fill me.

make up, vanity pics, nifty accesories, sweet poses, weird clothings.

working with mundane talking, crazy euphoria, friends that are not necessary

everything..

now that i realized that physical stuffs doesnt matter

i love to live in this simple life that God has put me in this season..

blah.........

maybe i can make page of a blog
or stick to my multiply blog.

i d k..

will think of that when this certain stuff is connected.

=)

"Ohh.. Rid me off myself Lord, I belong to You"

this is still my favorite song line ever.

=)

cant wait

2008-05-07T15:17:00.000-07:00

a 15 day pagpapaganda job is all i need to have this seat!

thank God for this reserved seat

=)

i sooOooo exciteddd!!!

anything goes...

2008-04-27T18:27:00.000-07:00

hey im still alive

=)

its just im so lazy to log at the net. its almost a month since ive checked my accounts lol.

ive been busy anyways, and still going to be busier. and im loving that idea..

bluh bluh.. its like everyday i always hear people tellin me "mukhang kang koreana" and "hapon ka ba?" hehe..

anyhows i would lve to be like my girlfriend nozomi. Haha. Im so inlove with her beauty! =)

anyways.... i broke my vow of not logging on net until weight coming down. Gustuhin ko man, i must really download songs to study...

wheww... lead lead... bigger responsibility. I wish i can just do second voice on the low note. =)

waaahhhhh.. i cant organized my thoughts and the words in this entry which means even my mind is sooo busy to create a nice post coz theres a lot more to do.

i love being busy..

and the best thing bout that is that eventhough my body is weary(due to diet, exercise(oh cramps!), summerjob, practices, reading etc.) my soul seems to find rest always in my Shepherd.
and i realized like David's meditation on Psalm 23.. I found contentment in provision of my Heavenly Father. I shall not want...
=)

waaahh.. i cant wait to get busier...

and also to the Hillsong United concert... Brooke Brooke Fraser, i love you, your my idol. =)

glory to God in the highest.

im rich =)

2008-03-31T04:51:00.000-07:00

Hi. I’ve been busy hanging around with some of my cousins and we had the greatest time. Then I realized that I had missed much time and bonding with my family’s other sides, but there are still enough time to make up.

I’m also happy that we (cousins) had the time to share our shallow and deep perspectives even in the weirdest way. You see, magpinsan nga kame. Mga weird. At maganda HAHA!

There are times when I became envious of some matters but thank God that he lead me to the realization of how wealthy am I to have HIM as my Dad.

I’m currently enjoying my summer life. Now that I can appreciate the summer season I had the reason to enjoy swimming unlike before, that the only thought I had about summer was heat. LOL.

I’m also happy to find out that most of my hs friends are graduating. CHYEA! Time flies real fast. I even remember how we spent our vacant periods together. And now, they’re leavin the student life and heading to a new chapter in their lives.

Whew. I should have graduated by now. But No Regrets. I love my life =)

And this is all for now. I’m so lazy to log. All I wanna do is talk; bum around the couch, sing and read.

=)

back..

2008-03-20T19:25:00.000-07:00

kithello. im still alive =)

prolly missed blogging due to mixed feelings i felt last last last(or the former) weeks.

oh well. im over those things, and started the bum life this few days.
haha.. i cant wait to be busier weeks from now.

havent got my cards from skew, but good thang that i got 2 in mandarin, but whats weird is that Julio got 1.25 and we irated on that fact! LOL. Grabe ang talino naman ni juling. HAHAHA.

moving on. im kinda addicted with coloring my hair. its like I got 3 shades in a week which from i started last week. Its like that im easily get bored with usual shades and from new, i got bored again, then i prolly change to new one. Haha. My mom was kinda amazed seeing me in those different shades. While my sister is laughing at my hair, she even bought me henna wax treatment coz she noticed my hair is getting dry.

Got my latest shade. And this will last (maybe just until the last week of march) Haha.

Anyways, i hope we all had a great holy week. I love Holy week's movies and tv program. And let's not forget the greatest love of all time. One that overcame the cross and grave just to find our souls- the greatest LOVER- the Lord Jesus Christ. He deserve our very all. =)

and thank You Lord, for everything, always.

great

2008-03-10T04:03:00.000-07:00

God is just sooo good...

in everything.................

=)

Hahaha..

2008-03-03T19:30:00.000-08:00

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky

You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little

It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults

If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him.

It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out.

i was broken. and He made me whole, always

2008-03-02T01:02:00.000-08:00

hello...

im like a weird dope lately that i cant believe that ive been like that, so dork. But thanks to Him and finally in my weakness God is my Strength and still guides me and everything turned out to be just a perfect deliverance.

I had lots of drama, not even knowing where it started.. but good thing that God straighten my paths again .. Everything is really on God's timming and perfect will....

You complete me..

The "You" will always be God..

There is no one can ever replicate Him.

2008-02-26T23:14:00.000-08:00

im prolly not okay.

i know this will pass.

=)

stiill hard2get..

2008-02-24T12:15:00.000-08:00

guess whaaaa?

i moved on. LOL

ang drama.

i guess i would only have to let emotions pass for more than 15 minutes. LOL

ang corny ko talaga. Mood swing lang ata toh. LOL.

disturbed...

2008-02-24T11:50:00.000-08:00

even in dream i was haunted by the past.. and it got me thinking. I am disturbed by the moments i cant retrieve.

i liked someone but really did not wanted. Does it sounds "sour-graping". No-no. Besides i cant really visualize the two of us together.

i dont know. i dont want to stay like this for any longer.

Take this Lord, im giving it all up.

I'll wait for Your very best.

finally... i can take a rest...

2008-02-23T06:50:00.000-08:00

Finally!!..

now the Barista seminar is over...

a. i can have more time

b. i can wake up late again.

c. i wont have to cram.

d. back to normal. Namiss ko din yun mga prof ko, honestly. :)

haha. its been 3 fast days seeing the same faces, long hours of work and not enough (o wala talaga) sleep. Its back to normal in Tuesday and luckily i can use Monday for detoxyfying and relaxation. Grabe, haggard talaga. It seemed like my desire for being so busy was easily granted.

Woohoo, Anyhows, Jency's whammy moo dance steps is still mabenta. I cant recover.. We named our imaginary Coffee Shop as "Kaf'Euphoria" and had the baristas motiff of wearin bumblebees, thats why i have brought my eyewears just for us to look like "bulags".

these are some pics on Hands on. Jency was my partner doin the macchiato ecstacy. LOL.

a pray over or seminar?

more daw on Jency's whammy whammy moo energizer...

macchiato ecstacy aka iced caramel macchiato

finished work.

Anyways (again), the G2BFChallenge was played, i somehow got consolations from my sister telling that "hindi ka naman nila kukunin dahil hindi ka ganun kataba, kelangan nila ng obese". Hahaha. Honga naman, i thought. No regrets, i just wanted to join because i thought i can escape skew activities for a month. Haha. It really wasnt God's will for me. Besides, nacocornihan nalang din ako, i'd rather crave for cheese corn. Haha

Woohoo. Masaya. Madaming lessons, tawa at ka-praningan ang nakuha at nagawa. I cant wait being busy again for the next week finalsand activity and I will somehow surely miss those instructor, sana sila uli this next week for the new seminar. Looking forward on a new great week..

tag-haggard.

2008-02-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

waahh.. magandang madaling araw.

kalahati nalang ang mata ko. wala pa akong tulog kahapon at ngayon pa lang ako matutulog at dapat pala akong gumising uli ng napakaaga.

namamanhid na katawan ko sa pagod.

pero nakita ko sya kanina, naka-white. irrelivant na. Haha

natupad ang kahilingan ko na maging sobrang abala, at sa totoo nga. ABALANG-abala.

grabe wala na talaga sa kondisyon mag-isip pa ng matagal at maramihan ang utak ko..

antok na antok na ako..

nyt...

learn.

2008-02-21T21:25:00.000-08:00

It seems like im learning more lessons in skew this past few weeks. I finally learned and somehow value people’s effort (teachers, instructors, guards, etc) in teaching and training us. Its like I finally empathized their feelings of not being obeyed. I think Laoshi’s efforts on teaching us touched and moved me to strive for more and ditch the complacent attitude. Too bad that there is only a month left to persevere and make up on some neglected subjects.

I realized I have wasted a school year grumbling and seeing the negative part of lessons but now I think God is giving me new convictions towards studies and life-lessons. That’s why Im doing my best right now in everything. I don’t wanna waste time and efforts from this very moment. The voice of efficiency beckons me. I don’t wanna pay no attention to its benefits. Thank God He’s leading me in the right path and never failed to renew my mind and my perspectives each and every moment.

overeating is no good.

2008-02-20T21:00:00.000-08:00

im addicted to:

1. my new Bible
2.Marrying a millionare k-novela.
3.eating and over eating.
4. photographs of weird faces and places.
5.bad hair days. hehe.

its seems each and every day my weight is gaining more and more and i cant stop over eating and craving chocs.

Today. I just bummed around. I didnt go with some friends in Jency's party. Wala naman ako kwenta. Hehe. Im quite tipid nowadays. im looking forward on a great day of extravagance. LOL. and my savings just started with 20$. Nothing quite unusual, do the laundry, dishwashing, books, lil TV, more food. Haha. I hang @ my cousin's crib, then we watched some DVD's and eat as usual.

Yesterday. Its my first time to pass a mandarin requirement. HAHAHA! Dont ask, 85 means staying up late memorizing complicated mandarin words, and to tell you, not even 1/4 of the class pass on his (Laoshi's) exams. It felt so great. But ofcourse im expecting a lower grade on classcard. HAHAHA. Asa..

I hope its March na. Im excited on the activity. I cant wait to stretch my lazy bones again. I hope I can be busier as bee by tomorrow. i havent receive any productive things on overeating chocs. except that it taste sooo goood... hmm.. i wanna have one, again. ;p

happeee.....

2008-02-14T23:00:00.000-08:00

Valentines day....

is just an ordinary day for singles. Hahaha. Except that it is weirder for us that we got mad everytime we saw ladies passing with flowers.

Oh well, we had chocolates anyways. Plus we had letters (kay Jack nga lan galing). And we had a good laughing trips due to waiting for more than 5 hours on our M.I.C.E. class.

I ate lot and i cant help myself. Thats why my uniform again is getting smaller, i love to eat,...

im happy i talked with this certain person.. haha

anyways. these are some pics.

everybody's crazy over this,

ang tagal..

salampak galore.

monte

happy singols.

mamamatay yun kuko ng nasa gitna. lol

bat nyo cya iniwan.

thanks to the one who fixed this. =)

i cant tell much...
anyways (again) sorry if i havent fixed my blog last night..

hahaa..

x0x0..

its 4th

2008-02-13T21:40:00.000-08:00

its official.........

Its my 4th year being single.

Cyerp.. Nothing has changed. Just right decisions coming my way.

I went to OMFLit Bookstore this afternoon and got a new Bible which is my Valentine Gift to myself. And wooowww… Astig yun mga books.the bookstore is close to heaven and I don’t wanna leave that place. Im looking forward on a book shopping! Im excited.

Anyhows, Im getting paranoid on this FnR Got 2 B Fit Challenge. Whenever I saw the mailman I ask him “Kuya may sulat ba ako”. And he asked me why, and yea he thought I was waiting on something like Love letters. Hahahah… I also asked my mom frequently is someone phoned me. Haha. They were close in asking “ano ba yun?”

Nothing. Wala lan. I think its not His will to let me in, besides skew is stressing us again and I would like to hang out more with friends and laugh hard each and every day. I don’t have any hard feelings.. I didn’t expect much but Vooillaaa……. God is giving me more!!! Im excited and I’ll wait.. Ill wait at His very best, in every aspect. I want it His way. Let His will be done.

Tomorrow is such a happy day for singles.. Claim it! Anyways.. I have written my promises (the second post of Feb). I think at the end of the day, I’ll rather say “Thank You, Lord” in my prayers than “I love you” to someone.

Maybe I didn’t have the luck, but hey, I don’t want luck. I want blessings…

i wanna be more passionate..

2008-02-10T15:00:00.000-08:00

I am full of earthYou are heaven’s worth
I am stained with dirt, prone to depravity
You are everything that is bright and clean
The antonym of me
You are divinity
But a certain sign of grace is this
From the broken earth flowers come up
Pushing through the dirt

You are holy, holy, holy
All heaven cries “Holy, holy God”
You are holy, holy, holy
I want to be holy like You are

You are everything that is bright and clean
And You’re covering me with Your majesty
And the truest sign of grace was this
From wounded hands redemption fell down
Liberating man
But the harder I try the more clearly can I feel
The depth of our fall and the weight of it all
And so this might could be the most impossible thing
Your grandness in me making me clean

Glory, halleluYah
Glory, glory, halleluYah
So here I am, all of me
Finally everything
Wholly, wholly, wholly
I am wholly, wholly
I am wholly, wholly, wholly
Yours

I really like this song lately. The lyrics of David Crowder songs are so transparent that one can easily tell that it came from the heart. Never heard any songs that are deeply felt other than the Gospel and Christian genre. I really love these passionate worship leaders (Henry Seeley, Brooke Fraser, Jason Upton, Phil Wickham, Jared Anderson, Jeff Deyo lotsss!!!) and somehow i wish that someday i would be just like them, zealous, fiery in seeking and pleasing God. Giving all of their life, talents, devotion and everything just for the glory of the Lord.

Im hungry for more of Your fire..

nice day..

2008-02-09T23:01:00.000-08:00

I have been jinxed with my stuffs lately. I dont know what happened to my cam, I lost my nice mascara (pasalubong ni Kuya Nino, my sis' bf) , my pc is not working well again(maybe because of that bozo's friendster) and i wrecked my hair dryer. my very bestfriend. wheww... Oh well, there are greater things that happened and will goin to happen anyway. Thank God in advance. I dont have to flinch with these nonsense.

We had lunch at MOA. I finally met my uncle from Canada since his last visit was less or more than 8 years. And I wont be shocked if i've seen "strangers" haha. Ya know, people you have met before but you both decided to say "bye bye stranger" at the very end. Haha.

I had no bitterness and yerp, ive seen them (with his girl) and i can honestly tell that they deserved each other and surely i was so happy for them. And if supposed we are still friends, i can surely send him message telling that she has picked a nice lady!. Im such a sweet! I hope he can see this post. LOL.

Aryt, back to lunch.. we had a great one.. I wish my uncle will stay lil longer. And i have realized how I miss my tita and cousin in NJ. Well its a good message that i think theyre going to visit us this May. Tiba-tiba. Blessings. Hehehe

I got to skew @ past 4pm.. I missed my classmates due to a week long vacation (would i call it vacation?). whoa whoa..

Im excited for Jeka's audition to the music team.. Not because of the guy thing, but because of song song titles. HAhaha...

Ive beeeeennnn gaininggg weights and yea i cant control myself from eating and eating because God's blessings came pouring abundantly lately. Yea yea. Surely im always happy because He's my Supply on everything! Whats nice is He's more than enough for everything.

I'll start new plan this week. If I cant fast on food, ill prolly fast in some things.
Holy Spirit, guide me.Ü

-edit-edit-
ive think of one thing:
BYE FOR NOW FRIENDSTER!
a month off.

tears..

2008-02-08T13:15:00.000-08:00

This is so sweet..... I found it here http://www.friendster.com/photos/3315726/1/551227454 , my friendster pics.

I know I rarely cry, but i love crying (thats so weird of me ryt?) yerp, especially when i cried because of hapiness and God.

Im waiting til the day the Bible's and Max Lucado's words are totally fulfilled. I can only imagine how will i react when i am standing right before Him..

like the song..

"will I dance? or would I be able to speak at all..."

All I know is "that is Oh, so beautiful"..

never again.

2008-02-07T21:00:00.000-08:00

bluhhh... . I dont like this mere feeling of liking someone due to simple thoughtfulness. Aryt.. I'll set my standards higher again.. Haha..

Its just weird how I find him nice after that night. Blaaahh.. I dont want to have any crush! I guess that's weirder now.

Sound mind.

Self control.

I need more

and more.

dont want to waste time..

dont want to break pact.

and regret

no never..

never will I...

gonna keep myself together..

find myself in Christ.

Fast approaching is the day..

2008-02-06T20:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, we went to Ma’am Cruz’ funeral. I can’t still believe how fast everything happened. I was mixed-emotion that I though that I should have talked to her bout some misunderstandings before the Lord has took her life. But I asked God for Spirit of forgiveness in this matter and that God would grant peace and joy in her soul toward the new life she is heading right now.

So I stayed overnight. “Naglamay”. We had some small fellowship at about 1-2am. And the rest was spent on chats and laughters. BAM!! Eye luggages was the common denominator on the people who spent the last night in Ma’am memorial service.

I heard some friend’s confession of how they fear death. The death of their love-one’s and their physical death. Somehow I felt for them too, how their logical view of life and the fear of death made me think and scared me on the moment. But, when I thought of the greatest things I can have after the physical death, that when you belong to a great GOD!, it excites me. The thought of hearing the trumpets of heaven, the angels welcome and rejoices at your presence, that God has a transformed body(im certain that this body is perfect!!!) and your Saviour waiting for You like the very reward on the things you overcome, the embrace and the intimacy you’ve been waiting all your life is finally before You. whoaaaaa…….. Real Heaven. More than joyful and euphoric. Soul-satisfying. There’s no greater joy that could replicate of His very presence and I can’t just miss that moment Oh Lord God. Lalala… That somehow uplifted my soul and spirit.

Life is real short. Fast approaching is the day. Our lives are but a breath says the people of God in His word. But our air is His word. We’d better breathe in.

I like the CS Lewis’ song line of…
“I was made to live.. I was made to love.. I was made to know You”.

Soul responded a happy “Amen”!

I Love You so, You never failed to amazed me and im always in awe of Your beauty, grace and everything You are Lord. You are LOVE, Life revolve and lives in love. And I want you more than I want to live another day. I love You, more than life itself.

exhausting thurs..

2008-02-01T16:30:00.000-08:00

I didnt had the time to post yesterday's alila activity for us. Whew, my arms still aches to due over fanning of the grill's flame. As in. Super daming pagod. And what's nice is that we look like a trainee at a fast food. Haha. And the best part is the "garapalan" in eating of the foods we prepared. "Grabe talaga. Chorva!!" ( LOL! Who said this line?) qouting from that person, my classmates pagneneok of food was so obvious and Im the one who's embarrassed for them. LOL. And there is even a classmate who tried to rotate on all the works in the priviledge of tasting a small portion of his cuttings, breadings, mixings, etc. Hahah. Nakakapraning.

Its good that some prof didnt have to check us and judge us! (naman! naman!) Only Laoshi saw me wearing aviators while grilling (due to sobrang sakit sa mata ng smoke!!) and he banged saying "ay tangalin mo yan, san ka ba nakakita ng nakashades na nag-iihaw". Whew, recorded nanaman yan sa magagaling na tao, i almost hit the bingo stage at the college. What is in me???

Nagpagod, nag-asaran, nag-iyakan at napasukan lan ng malupit na usok yun utak ko. Haha. But its nice knowing in the end we had our "take-home" and jack conspired about it. Jkidding. Lol.

some pics.

jacki models

joey hehehe

haggard garabe

umiiyak si gagay lol.

the buraot boys

jack and the orbs hahaha

this is what i want in the end of sacrifice- anice curls lolz

somethin so red .. ;p

At the end of the day the barbecue lesson somehow relates to the barbecue and the boys.

"Pag nagsawa na ang lalake (sa barbecue) aalis na yan, maghahanap ng iba yan (pagkain)."

Haha..

Aint it?

I still smell the smoke in my hair,. thats because i will still have my shower for now. Im out gotta prep myself for the Fri service..

Sorry...

2008-01-29T23:58:00.000-08:00

Grabe yun katamaran ko.

I didnt go to skew this day for no good reason. "tinatamad ako". Ayaw ko makita si Laoshi at mga teacher. Ewan ko ba. Napanaginipan ko pa yun ever bestfriend kong professor na laki ng galit sa violet pumps ko. Haayy.. Grabe. I felt humiliated naman sa dream kasi sobrang inis talaga ata siya sa buong pagkatao ko. Kasalanan ko ba na suotin yun violet shoes na yun..

May uniform na daw sa activity sa 31, aalilain nanaman kame, gusto ko sana mag-ihaw na suot yun yellow shoes ko, para lalo siyang matuwa sakin. hahaha.

Pero ayaw ko naman magalit at kainisan. Naisip ko lang...

CHANGE TOPIC!!!

Whew. Birthday ni ate, 25th. Ang tanda na nya. Hehehe. Nakatunganga lang ako sa bahay para antayin yun treat nya at night haha. Ang saya mag fish-shopping. Nakakatuwa yun crabs, parang wala ng bukas sa laki. LOL. Ang saya kumain. Ng madami.. hehe..

Hehehe. Nawawala ako sa focus ngayon. Lagi ko nalang problema ito. Hay hay. Kelangan ko ng ayusin ito, klaruhin ang isip ko at lalong magpursige na hanapin Siya. Back to basic.. Ang dami bagay ang humahadlang sa pagtanaw ko sa Kanya. Pakiramdam ko ay nababawasan ang oras ko para sa Kanya at namimiss (miss na miss) ko na Siya...

Ganito talaga noh. Angulo. Kelangan ko na uli ng pag-aayos.. Kasi naman yan F&R Challenge na yan. Hahhaaa.. Hayy.. I'll start a new day, tomorrow.

Not mine but Yours be done..
Need new revelations...
let me be set apart..

only for YOU..

i live radically for God. =)

2008-01-26T22:55:00.000-08:00

Ive been checkin and deleting some accounts when I thought of reviewing my old blogs. And look what Ive found..

Its Just weird how I read this message from my myspace. Lolx... Anyhows I find this bothering... hahahaha... Ok I'll just reply an answer to this post.. But I wont reply at his message.. (Too bad if he's not on my friendlist here!! He wont know the answer hahaha)
"i don't know what to say..i don't think if i'll call HOTTIE you would appreciate it...but trully u are regardless...i don't think if i would tell you're beautiful, you would believe me....hmmm....but one thing i can feel and i'd like to think, that you're one clever lady on a body of an angel with a very infectious smile.... But just looking at your pictures i began to wonder why are you still single..maybe it's your choice bec. you love FREEDOM or bec. you love your being single...or maybe it's something that is painted by chances...OR.... .maybe you're just too beatiful and too intimidating that some guys are afraid to even say HI to u.... Nevertheless, forgive me as I take the chance of saying hi to you and exploring the probability of an exchange....
hey by the way, my name is J***.....just droppin by.... "
whew..... that's smooothh hahaha...
The answer is a big I DONT KNOW! hahaha. Okay lets put it this way. Maybe Im just choosy whenever it comes on picking someone. I like everything in its place. I dont like playing around. I dont like spending or wasting time on something that wouldnt last!.. I dont know if I look to intimidating but I know Im not because Im very deary, weird and approachable. There are times Im feeling hasty on having that perfect one love thingyy.. but the voice of the my God tells me that He have great plans in my life and that plans are just toOOo good to be true that I wouldnt have to worry for a FUTURE. And I have faith on Him, by His words I live. I dont have to be anxious about shallow stuffs in life.And yea I am hoping that He will give an answered pray. The one tested by Him through His and my STANDARDS. The perfect pair of my soul, the one I could spend my life with Glorifying God's name...
Hey by the way its me, JOY =p
- Friendster Blog
http://joi24.blogs.friendster.com/euphoria/

Chyea.. I think thats what Im looking forward and have been waiting patiently for, actually I had made a pact with God (which I will post someday) regarding this very special person whom He is wonderfully sending just for me in His perfect time.

I acknowledge that when I found God i have been remade and been made whole. Only Him can satisfy. He filled me with His very presence which I find joy and love that even the world can never ever take away..

Lets be patient, let us not seek for happiness in the wrong place. I remember the poster that I have seen yesterday and it says that "Real Happiness is following Christ". Yerp yerp.. I agree with all of me...

When He made me whole again, all I think I wanna do is find myself in Him.. I dont have to worry, rush, and create my own happiness by my own deeds. I want more than the happy feelings, i want JOY. Joy in seeking Him, Joy in obeying Him, joy in waiting for Him and Joy in doing His Will..

Hahaha. Chyea

2008-01-25T14:09:00.000-08:00

Kasalukuyan akong nandito sa SM North, oo tinuloy ko.. nakakahiya para lan to kay Negra at Girl Laway aka Jenikols. Hahaha. Pag nanalo tayo ay lilibre ko kayo unlimited chicken proben.

Nakakatawa yun vendor sa bus. Kinukulit ako kung koreano daw ba ako. At binibigyan ako ng product nya ngunit sinabi ko nalang na "sa mga bata nyo nalang po ibigay yan". Hay hay..

Ampogi ng suot ko. Pano ba ko magsisimba nito mamaya.

Lol..

Bye bye alis na q..

=[

2008-01-24T23:55:00.000-08:00

i cant seems to mark and have my words. Sorry Lord. I'll do it perfectly right next week... Forgive mee....

whewww....... this is just a trip.. I'll join the Fit and Right Challenge.

If matutuloy ako tom... whewww...

Skewl is stressing us, again.. Jam..boo.. boo... Bam Bam Bam... I need more patience, I'd rather be stressed over here than be depressed with certain peepz. LOL

The power of His Name is my freedom.........

Let Your will be done Lord...

belatedz and gatherings..

2008-01-23T05:38:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. havent seen Madie for a long time..

so we decided to meet up.. =)

and there were this man recruting us into "i-dont-kno-kind of business" that made us crunk by his "hey, you look familiar" strategies. Wahaha. I cant believe I even shook hands with him. lol. but i think he has some appeal. bluhhh... But i dont really like men and not interested. LOL.

waahh... wala parin stock nito!!!

my 20th....

2008-01-22T23:00:00.000-08:00

its been a good day...

ill just some upload pics in here..

first 20th pic with monte @ cab
spags.. k9..

thanks to negra and jenikols..
ate and her guy. my only guests. lol with the free red ribbon cake and fruits..
thanks to Joey the meanest sweetest girl. Hhahaha

Thanks for the people who made my day special.. Blah.. ill upload other pics if i have time...

edit edit-

natutuwa naman aq sa nag-greet sa kin sa _oO_ hahaha,, ;p
moi indi q cya crush,, ;p

Im turnin 20 in an hour.. lol

2008-01-21T11:00:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to me…

So by that I listed my 20 Birthday’s Resolution!!

Here goes the list:

1. I’ll never drink cold drinks and will not over indulge into ice creams.
2. I’ll stop eating junk foods.
3. I’ll stop having bangs.
4. I’ll wake up early.
5. I’ll won’t procrastinate and fight the lazy bones inside of me.
6. I won’t load my sun digits and let it idle until April. Hahaha.
7. I WILL save mon.
8. I’ll act as my age and stop teasing friends real hard.
9. I won’t over-analyze things.
10. I would like to smile more and laugh less. (especially during class)
11. I’ll let go of the past and the bitterness..
12. I’ll never complain and grumble petty stuffs.
13. I won’t swear much, yet keep my promises.
14. I will follow hard, obey and respect people.
15. I’ll delete irrelevant net accounts that waste my time.
16. I’ll ditch my obsession over net, photos, make-up and fashion. Bye bye world’s charm.
17. I’ll refrain from being self-conscious and learn to prettify my soul in God’s way.
18. I WILL NEVER have and nurse a “crush” emotions with the wrong man. (Exception to Orlando Bloom hahaha.)
19. I will be more patient and wait for the Lord and His will.
20. I’ll spend more time on my prayers and devotions.

Moi. Its my first day on my 6day long fasting. Its my first birthday which I cannot eat the foods prepared by my mom. And waahhhh.. I have been the one who prepared the ingredients for “the best pasta in the world” aka my mom’s pasta which I’ll just bring to my friends tomorrow (because they demand for it!!).

But it’s more than fine knowing that God is nourishing my soul and always watching my life from above. Thank God in advance for the fulfillment of my desires and His perfect will in my life.

I’ll make it up on my sis birthday (the 29th). I’ll eat lots of sea food… Hahaha…

Thank You Lord Jesus... for everything.

The Oldies

2008-01-18T03:00:00.000-08:00

I have a motor-like mouth. it wont stop until engine runs out! :)

the about me in my HI5. lol.

Im just tryin to checked some devotional stuffs when i think about my old stuffs. and finally after years i open and log in my idle accounts (hi5 and hipstir) grabe, nakakatawa yun mga accounts ko, sobrang luma and out-dated. I even forgot the email address and passwords of it.

I looked so young in those pics. I had those weird looking face on the older pics like the circle blush that made me laugh hysterically. Hhahaha.. Im just surprised that there are still lotsa people trying to add my accounts. (kahit na idle nga).

Aryt.. I'll update my pages if I have time and prolly erase the not so useful ones..

but check out first my "batang yagit days"

My old hipstir

My hi5

hahaha... i miss my former net obsession. i miss my online friends. bigtime!

but i dont miss my old self.. lalala.

im off. its 3 am. im so sleeppyyy.........

It’s the last 7 days of being 19..

2008-01-15T22:40:00.000-08:00

Its 7 days before my 20th.

Last night we had dinner with family and my sis’ bf and his mom. And on my sis bf’s and my mom conversation, my mom asked me “ilan taon ka na ba?”, I answered “mag te-twenty”. “Oh hindi nga? Mag ni-19 ka palang” my mom’s responds.

Haha. Im feeling so old already. Yet i act so immature on almost everyday, I still like to react weirdly, tease like kids and laugh silly with cliques, im just happy with everything I guess. Things quite falls on its places, God is managing my life. I don’t need a planner anymore….

That’s why I don’t have any plans on my birthday.. Haha..

This afternoon, I’ve gone workin out. And okay, I surrender.. Ayaw ko ng ituloy ang pag-gygym. Id rather drink med than stressing my bod in 3hours sweating. And I don’t want any muscle (as in macho muscle) to develop especially by that stationary bike and treadmill.

Ive wasted 3 hours. When I’m home I told my mom these words “ayaw ko na, magkakamuscle lang ako. Kakain nalang ako!!” Oh huh… and I just got ako ng 4 mini toblerones at the fridge. Hahah.. She even suggested taking up Xenical, at dahil kuripot ako, ayaw ko kasi mahal. Hahahhaha

As usual, few passed the mandarin exam, I won’t be surprised. It feels like im not focusing much on studies. Nakakahawa ang pagiging tamad ng mga classmates ko.. Aryt next month ill strive.

Sige na nga.. Next week I’ll stress my self on studying notes, its like all day long I’m comforting friends on their love depressions and if there is a moment na mahahawa ako I’ll started thinking of other things better. LOL.

Foolish days are long gone for me, I just laugh at my crunkness in the past. I will never ever gon be the old me towards some life serious thing. Remember, ill be 20 next week.. Maybe ill ditch some of the not so relevant characters I may not need in my life and towards eternity.

May God bless my twen”teen” with so much of Him that overflows not only in my life but also for others.

Ayt ayt.. I think I just want to play basketball on my birthday. That’s all I wanna do.

i have been remade.

2008-01-13T22:15:00.000-08:00

This day has been one of the greatest days in my life. I have already met one of Jesus’ requirements. I have obeyed one of His commandments(Mt. 28:19) because I love Him(John 14:12). I was water baptized… Finally!!!!!

I know I should have done this before, but I think its God’s plan to lead me to the perfect time when I was the one seeking and whole heartedly willing to burry my life of sin and live a new life and follow Christ.

It feels so good. I felt that everything was now official. I was born again. Born from above. I can see the Kingdom of God.(John 3:3-7)

I hope that I will be able to obey more of His commands and live in God’s Will for all of my life.

This is the very first steps God is leading me, and I believe He’ll lead me on something more. He’ll lead me to new horizons and take me places by just trusting completely in Him…

Life Lesson in 2 days..

2008-01-12T20:30:00.000-08:00

I didn’t had the chance to attend the Friday Youth Service, chyerp, my first absent since August that’s because I have to find people who can repair my sister’s battery charger which I surprisingly wrecked last Thurs mawn while im havin a bad day..

I went to Raon and found some repair shops.. so I let them do it and wait… I waited.. waited, for the first 30 minutes.. “Mam, sandali lang toh”. “sige po” sabi ko. I waited another 30 mins, its 6pm.. “malelate ako nito”, I thought. Another hour passed. “hindi na ko makakapunta” my mind conclude. And yea, the nice thing was they end up wrecking its part more. Chyea…

But the best part while I am waiting was that there is this man(prolly a man who owned another booth) who bought the 2nd hand TV on the Shop. He told the people “isang libo nalang pare, ibibigay ko lan to sa malapit kong kamag-anak. Na-habag kasi ako, sabi sakin nung pasko “mamamatay nalang ako hindi pa ako nagkakaron ng TV”, naawa ako eh, atleast may tv na siya”. WOW!!! I realized that there are still beautiful people even in a repulsive place and crowd.

The deal was closed… Aryt he bought the TV and what mades me crunk is the yea he paid it in “isang bagsakan” (because he was joking that he would pay it in installment, that day and another day) with all 5 and 10 peso coins.

Back to the topic before the kind man with his loads of coins. Then they didn’t put back together the charger. Im bad.. “Im gonna buy a new one” the only thing that’s on my mind. I went to Rob Manila,.. Find something to switch for that thing.. “Ok mahal cya” nasabi ko when I saw the price.

So I went back home desperate… I dont know where on earth I can find extra mon for the charger. Una ko pang nasabi sa Nanay ko is “Nanay, bigay mo na sakin yun 1week na allowance ko”.

So my sis got home already, I fessed all, of course what would I expect she threw the charger on my bed screaming “wag ka na gagamit ng kahit anong gamit ko”. Whew, I felt so guilty. I cant look to her in face.

So I ask my dad to lend me mon, but I really doubt that he will. I was in shambles, I felt.. So all night long I was like a weirdo crying and asking God what to do..

“Lord alam ko mababaw lang toh na iniiyakan ko pero hindi mo naman tinatawanan yun condition ko diba, tulungan mo ko, wala na akong malapitan.” I told Him.

This morning….

Thank God that my mom hand me the mon, Joy filled my heart.. I was about to hang at Joy’s house so I phoned her again telling “sige indi na ko punta jan, sa isang bahay nalang kita tatawagan tungkol sa nginawaan ko kagabi”. “Ano ba yun?”she asked. I answered. “wala yun ndi sa lalake yun, hindi ako iiyak sa lalake, mas iiyakan ko pa mga material na bagay”. Hahha.. The point is that I would rather cry for broken stuffs that has value over love.. Besides, I thought about it way before that real LOVE wont let me cry for bad reasons.

Teka..

Malalayo tayo sa topic..

I texted my sister that Im goin to buy replacement for her thing., she even told me that I don’t have to, her boyfriend will nalang daw.. Then I insist so I bought the replacement and compromised my week allownce. haha.

Then went straight to my Cousin’s house, and some unexplainable happened to her, which is very personal and I can’t tell much about. But she’s fine now..

It’s amazing that really JESUS’ name is sooo powerful above every circumstances, sicknesses, fears and every negative forces.

Thank Jesus for everything. For in His name there is dominion above all. What more if we obey His will and have a real relationship with Him….

Blessings and guidance follows to those who is willing to obey and love Him..

so-so day..

2008-01-10T07:25:00.000-08:00

I really didn’t have that great day.. well I think its because I started it in a very frustrating way.. and some lil things followed.

I left the house immediately in order not to mess some other things. And I hate the way I reacted on lil things. Then I finally arrived at skew, I cleared my conscience, alright, I have to be still, I cant solve things under an anxious mind..

on my seat a classmate greeted me with.. “Ang simple mo naman Deborah, ikaw ba yan?”.

Yeah. That moment I realized that after I put powder on face I directly leave the house, without even a balm and my fave of all-EYELINER! Hahah….

I’ve been almost half day at skew… Some things goes out right like the midterm test was postponed. But most of the stuffs are stressing!! Haha, and I found myself complaining again, and I don’t like the feeling.

Whew, I have lots of needs. I don’t know how on earth can do and have those. Ohh weelll… my only hope is the word “FAITH”.

Im sssoooo tired. My last meal was 1pm??? Now that I just got home there’s no dinner prepared. Hahah… Now that’s diet!!

Well well, I can’t adjust my weighing scale as I saw this pic. Lol

I am really like this man who's denial of his weight prob. Now that my uniform is visibly “malapit ng pumutok”, I have to work on it. Haha

Whew,,, can I lose a minimum of 10lbs until Feb? I like the idea but I definitely doubt my effort on fighting against this constant struggle of slimming down. Lol..

Crunkies at skew...

2008-01-08T05:48:00.000-08:00

“No wonder the Philippine education is worse. Now I see the picture.”
- Wo Laoshi
January 8, 2008
Galit na galit si Laoshi, sa dalawang linggong bakasyon ay walang matino at nagsumikap na kabisaduhinn ang script.

Nagngingitngit ang pulseras nyang “light blue” ang ingay daw ng klase namin. Pinapagod nanaman niya an gaming isipan sa mga paalalala niya sa aktividades na gagawin namin ngayon buwan ng Enero.

“Ganyan ba ang kilos ninyo? Di kayo naawa sa sarili nyo. Why not kilos when there is time.. diba?” galit na sabi sabay hawak sa mga taleta at pinasok ito sa kanyang kalupi. Sabay lagok ng kekoukele(mandarin ng coke) in can.

“21 ka na bakla”. Sigaw ni Jakjak. Birthday ngayon ni Bugoy(aka Joy).
“Chelsea, Chelsea” Tawag ni Bugoy kay Buhawi. Na tumutukoy sa manyika sa Patayin sa sindak si Barbara.
“kala ko naman kong sinong Chelsea” sagot ni Buhawi Jack. “Basa ko pa dun Chel..se..ya..”

Hay Hay… Nakikita ko si Juling.. naka kyutiks na itim.. Maangas. Nagsisi ako na
hindi ako naglagay ng itim na kyutiks kagabi at pinangkulay ko na lang sa
sapatos ko. TOTOO! Ayan, kasalukuyan siyang nagdodoodles sa notebook,
nagdodrowing ata ng fishbone(LOL!) at iyan hinawi nya ang buhok nya. WAW!
EMONG-EMO..

Inutusan nanaman si Joseph. Bat ganyan yun buhok nya? Parang isa sa mga cast ng “Kung Fu Kids”. Everybody goes Kung Fu Fighting.

WOOOAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! BINGOOOO!!!. Nahuli sa akto si Bugoy at Jerbie(Joey) na nagdadaldalan. “Stop chismising” sigaw si Laoshi. “wag na pag-usapan ang mga boyfriend- boyfriend” pahabol pa.
“Wala nga kaming boyfriend”. Tanging reaksyon ni Bugoy.

Balik tayo kay Laoshi May bagong midterm alternative… CLOSE IT NA. Ayaw na naming ng bagong script. Laban na.. Laoshi make himself clear daw. Wala na, talo na ang mga sumisigaw ng close it. Nanaig ang takot sa 5.00 ng mga kaklase ko. Susugal
Kami sa wala, papasok kami sa karayom na walang butas (o aspile). As usual wala nanaman papasa.

Hao!! Este Ok,.. Ang napagpasyahang midterm ay Fone Conversation. Baliwala ang pagod at pagpupuyat ko sa ginawa kong script. Wala ng urungan ito. Isinusulat na sa blackboard yung script. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sulat niya.

“Bagong taon na, magbagong buhay na Kayo” sigaw ni Claire habang ang lahat ay kumukopya. Ako lang ang walang interest kumopya. Nakakatamad eh..
“Dalian nyo copy, Kasi pag puno na dito erase ko na ito. Im not going to wait for you.” Paalala ni Laoshi.

Parang timang si Jack.. Hehe. Ang rahas.. Pagtapos tumawa dahil sa sobrang kaligaligan ay binatukan si Sittie ng walang kaalam-alam.
Isang ewan na balita, dumating na si Lundun Boy, ang masaya may gf na daw siyang “French”. At sabi pa kay Sittie “I-kiss mo nalang ako pag nagkita kayo”. Natawa ako. Naisip ko na ayaw ko pa palang magboyfriend.

Ibahin ang usapan, Natuwa din pala ako ng mabanggit kanina ni Laoshi na mas mabuti pang magresign nalang daw siya at sinabing “I am going to take care of my mom, we’ll go shopping. Kahit na wala akong pera atleast masaya siya”. Nasabi ko sa isip ko “Godbless you Laoshi”. Natutuwa ako sa mga mapagmahal na tao.

Biglaang Balita…. Nanakawan ang isa sa mga kaklase ko ng wallet. Apat na libo ang laman. Ang payo ni Laoshi ay “wag kayong shonga-shonga".
“Mamamia.. di parin kabisado ang Yi, Er, San.” Natatawang at pailing na sabi ni Laoshi samin.
“Laoshi Italyano na kayo” hirit ni Medhi.

“1:20 pa lang” sabi ni Jack.. Ang tagal ng oras. Alas tres pa ang labas namin dito.. Mapipilitan akong magsulat..

Magsusulat na ako.

At dito ito natatapos.

LOL!. That’s what happens in our Mandarin class. It’s like we’re taking a rollercoaster ride of emotions. The scenario is there’s a moment of the prof nagging at us real mad, students (we) pleading for a lighter language activity and in the end everything will just burst a sweet smiles and laughter..

Some pics in Mandarin Class.

Friends:

kulang nanaman

jowaa wannabee..

happy birthday montealeger..

my new hair..

2008-01-04T03:18:00.000-08:00

yerp...

its was chopped last dec 31, i thought nga na new year.. everything must be new...

i just realize na i look like a guy... but i like to wear men stuffs...

like guy's tee, sneaks and baggy pants. lol

anyhows..

eto nah.. hahaha

haha.. inuna ko pa yan rather than my mandarin lessons.. waahhh..

this is so greattttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-03T22:58:00.000-08:00

http://planetshakersaus.multiply.com/music

The PS have new album...
This made my whole year....
Yeah, the people who loves and worship GOD are people who "rock!!!"

You're my One Desire...

2008-01-02T21:47:00.000-08:00

my King, its You that I seek
my Lord, its You i adore
and all I want is to know You more

and now
my life's to Your throne
i long for You alone
and all i want is to know You more

You're my One Desire
and the cry of my heart
is to know my Savior
and to be more like You are

My One desire...

My One Desire is You, Jesus..

All I dream is to serve
and to walk in Your way
I will worship Jesus
all my days..