Shine for my Saviour...

Friday, April 8, 2011


Hello blogger.

Its been a while. :)

I'll update you if i have the time :)


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Monday, September 21, 2009

more of You.. :)

In this dry and weary land
my eyes grow dim I can not stand without you
My heart aches my body longs
I cry to you restore my song again, again

How can I find you Lord
Your all that I adore
my soul is thirty for waters life rivers of joy
I’ve tasted and I’ve seen
there is no one else come now and hear my plea
for more of you I need more of You

Have we reached the end of me
I turn away from everything but you God
Who on earth can satisfy
its You I need my very breathe of life,
You are life

How can I find you Lord
Your all that I adore
my soul is thirty for waters life rivers of joy
I’ve tasted and I’ve seen
there is no one else come now and hear my plea
for more of you I need more of You

More of your power and more of your spirit
more of your love in my life
More of your passion and more of your vision
teach me to see through your eyes

More of You Jesus
and less of me..

Friday, September 4, 2009

The Bride and Bridegroom.

There was once a man who pledged his dearest
faith to a maiden, beautiful and true. For a time all passed pleasantly, and the
maiden lived in happiness. But then the man was called from her side, he left
her; long she waited, but he did not return.

Friends pitied her and rivals mocked her; tauntingly they pointed at her, and
said, "He has left thee; he will never come back." The maiden sought her
chamber, and read in secret the letters which her lever had written to her, the
letters in which he promised to be ever faithful, ever true. Weeping she read
them, but they brought comfort to her heart; she dried her eyes and doubted

A joyous day dawned for her; the man she loved returned, and when he
learned that others had doubted and asked her how she had preserved her faith,
she showed his letters to him, declaring her eternal trust.
Israel, in misery and captivity, was mocked by the nations; her hopes of redemption were made a
laughing-stock; her sages scoffed at; her holy men derided. Into her synagogues,
into her schools went Israel; she read the letters which her God had written,
and believed in the holy promises which they contained.

God will in time redeem her; and when He says:
"How could you alone be faithful of all the mocking nations?"

She will point to the law and answer:
"Had not Thy law been my delight, I should long since have perished in my affliction" (Psalm 119).

i just love this chapter in the Talmud...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

4 hour sleep...

hahaha... im having an access here in E-PER :)
Im currently in the D.I.E.T Program... and at the same time in real strict diet plan.
A new body clock has to be set.. I'm not happy with my eyebags though... I'm back with this industry and Idk if im just desperate or what. HAHAA...
I wish I could right for more but i really am too lazy to think of past events and post. :))
Im quite confuse with the opportunities that has been passing lately. My mind is fickle, anyways, what's new?
woaaa.. i already asked for His wisdom. I know He's gonna light my pathways. Im just gonna wait...
its time already...
cyah.... ;)

Monday, May 11, 2009



This is the time that I had just stop training. I have given up that dream position but i dont have any regrets. Im finally free to the stuffs that clouds on my mind lately. I never knew that I could be happier.

I'm so excited. I don't know why.

Anyways. Im gonna ba a partime BUM and a fulltime SERVANT again. :)

I can sleep sweet and sound later.

I can sing, shout, celebrate and see He will never forsake me, all of my days.


It's just YOU or nothing at all.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

im freeeeeeeeeeee

haha.... Actually my obligations ended last April 1. Im back to my good lifestyle again... I missed everything. :)

Everyday was busy days. Im finally cleared and finished on those stressors i can sleep all day long, read and study songs again. Woohooo.. These excites me again. I can hang all day long with Him.... I soooo miss Him....

anyways, im now clearin some home stuffs. rooms and stuffs has been in a good mess for a long time. After de-stressing i have done nice line-up of stuffs to do this summer and things for the ministry...

i have to be organized, there's gazillion of stuffs to do now that im near leaving the university. Good thing that i had schedules on some job interviews earlier... It would'nt be a stress too to find and wait for long calls....


anyheerrr,, i gottago! :) update sooner :) wishin a not so stressful days :)

i miss everything. everybody. :)

Monday, March 2, 2009

the great thing abouty waiting...

Good evening reader this is Sunshine, how can i assist you?


ive been busy with my skew requirements lately... i mean ojts.. and if u know that logo i guess you know where i am having my training now. Chieyerp

Ascott Makati.

The previous.... Okay. (By keywords. From receptionist. open to closing shifts. kitchen. catering galore. no sleep. no destress. no time for books. missing pagtambay w/ bandmates. and the last embarassing remoulade salad.)

and that ends my restaurant training.

my hotel training was something that make me more joyful and grateful to the Lord. I remember how long i have waited and prayed for opportunities to come but God truly gives the desire of your heart especially when you deserve it..

I remember how i passed through edsa staring at hotels ads and praying that some would give me a chance to be trained by them.. but months and months and months it felt like there's no glimpse of hope so i have to follow other God's leading. I started seeking other opportunities yet God always place me in places where i can grow.

so as i waited, i know how to learn my lessons, to be flex in all i do. But sometimes you can feel that you deserve more of your effort..

i think thats the right time for God's answer. WOOOAH... im dancing in happiness knowing that even i had the long wait He still gave me what I really want (as in... wanntt!!!).

and whats so nice about God is that He turn the world upside down. He can make twists that can be seen as quite not that good but in the end He'll turn it around and everything is just worth it.

I would always wait in my GOD.

Anyways.. im happy in a new dimension, new people. There is more to learn each day. More challenges to overcome. I wish i can tell you everything... HAHAH. :) no time... :(

Life can be so overwhelming but Ive got my Ultimate SUNSHINE that can brighten up my life and He will never ever fade and He will be the Only one who can make my everydays.